hello apathy

I can't move, breathe, not at all.
the thought of you cripples me,
I feel like I'm in a constant free fall
just praying for the ground to hit.
a quick and merciful end to this.
but you brought me here.
to destroy us with half truths and lies.
to placate and break the one that you "love".
I should have know better this time.
I should have woken up, from this dream.
The one you constructed so carefully.
The one that you set up so masterfully.
All with that smile that manipulates me.
I finally see through all your words, and the games that you played.
your secret rules, planned to perfection, every move that you made.
when I sleep now at night I check with my heart,
to make sure that you're gone.
It's not yours anymore and you've stayed here too long......
so good-bye to us,
and hello to me.
good-bye love,
hello apathy.