Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I guess this is good-bye.

It seems the time has come for me to close this chapter in my life and begin the next. Everything has it's purpose, it's time and it's season, and it's been a needed and worthwhile experience for me. Thank you to the 9 of you that frequent my page and share your time with me. You gave my voice a place to be heard, my thoughts listened to (figuratively speaking) when i needed it.

I'll leave the page running for another week and then the Day trip is over.

L

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Nursing Math

Apparently totally different from regular math. Or so i'm told. My brothers girlfriend is so cute. She says the funniest things so completely unintentionally, so naturally, without realizing that it's even humorous most of the time.

it's great!

needed, and welcomed and LOVED!

So today she was talking about how she has to pass this nursing math course before she's accepted into nursing program in Brandon. Then she sighs and says, "like i have to get 95% to pass....(wait for it.. here it comes)...Out of 100!"

Seriously.

My brother just looks over at her then at me and scrunches up his face all weird and says,"Uh yeah, obviously." and we both die laughing.

Well right aways she tries to cover by saying,"No guys, i meant out of 100 questions. Really!" She giggled and pleaded but it was too late. We were long gone already, rolling around, holding our guts. It was a spectacle. A wondrous and totally hardy laugh fest.

perfect.

I love how much the moments she brings brightens my day.

hopefully, my bro secures this one causes she is most definitely a keeper;)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Alone

"Never be dependent on anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you in the darkness.."

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

this heart is closed

...for repairs.

Someone asked me today why I didn't "seem like myself" why I was,"distant, and didn't seem connected, engaged?"

My answer was simple,"I can't.. connect. It's broken in me."

And a big part of me hopes it stays that way. I am trying to fix it, but that is going to take time and focus. I'm trying to not be afraid to use it again.

..Hopefully my heart will feel the same..


right now i believe a quote from the Script would be appropriate:



"What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you...

....I'm falling to pieces."