Over and over, again and again.

I replay the words that you said,
and it all turns around in my head.

I remember the way that you looked,
how you cried,
how you shook,
everytime that you tried to breathe.

And now for the first time I see..
that all of your pain has been because of me,
and I freeze.

Maybe if I stand still this will all pass us by.
So I lie to myself once again.
I say sorry and I take your hand,
but you're so cold.

I can see it now in your face,
that nothing I say will replace,
the faith that you once had in me.

And I pray to God that I'm wrong.
But He knows that I don't belong,
anywhere that you would be.

So still I stand and time passes by,
but nothing seems real without you.
And I forget how to feel, without you.
But I know that you were never mine to hold onto.