I'm falling,
In ways that I could never imagine.
From heights that feel more like depths
To a place with no end.
Nothing to break that moment where your heart is rammed up in your throat.
I'm inside out,
All messed up from the words that surround me,
The thoughts so intense that I'm drowning.
And you're just standing there watching.
Staring, still and stoic.
I'm screaming, it's the end and I know it.
The end of me.
My minds blown.
And the bits that are left are all fucked up.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
A day late... but worth the wait??
Haaaappy Birrrrthday to youuuuuuu..
Haaaappy Birrrrthday to youuuuuuu..
Haaaaaaaaapy Birrrrrrthday DEAR Gigi my Bestfriend in the whole wide world who makes my life a better place just by smiling and harassing me and feeding me vegetables and making sure that i don't OD on sugar and sugar related products......
Haaaappy Birrrrthday to youuuuuuu.
and many many many more.
ps. i would just like to say that i have thee best best friend that anyone could ever find. thee end.
Haaaappy Birrrrthday to youuuuuuu..
Haaaaaaaaapy Birrrrrrthday DEAR Gigi my Bestfriend in the whole wide world who makes my life a better place just by smiling and harassing me and feeding me vegetables and making sure that i don't OD on sugar and sugar related products......
Haaaappy Birrrrthday to youuuuuuu.
and many many many more.
ps. i would just like to say that i have thee best best friend that anyone could ever find. thee end.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
out on the ledge
what can i say? i miss you .. .
always,
in all ways..
moments apart feel like more like weeks
and it's all i can do to stay sane,
or pass for it anyway.
I say I'd take a pass on it, if i could.
who the hell do you talk to about that anyway?
is there the a complaint dept or 1-800 number for this shit?
no, i didn't suppose there was.
never hurts to put it out there does it?
...
or does it?
putting it out there, laying it all on the line.
being honest, vulnerable .. or worse yet, weak.
does it hurt? it feels so right in the moment,
so cathartic, so liberating, to share the burdens of a heavy heart.
to feel known, understood. To not feel alone.
isn't that what we all want? the human condition, is one of constant need.
we were made as half of something, someone, walking the earth,
waiting ...
waiting for them, that person that has the other half of us in them.
The person that we need, the way we need water, air.
The one who slows the world down for us, the one that makes us calm, that allows us to breathe the way we were meant to.
you give me that.
i need you to give me that.
always,
in all ways..
moments apart feel like more like weeks
and it's all i can do to stay sane,
or pass for it anyway.
I say I'd take a pass on it, if i could.
who the hell do you talk to about that anyway?
is there the a complaint dept or 1-800 number for this shit?
no, i didn't suppose there was.
never hurts to put it out there does it?
...
or does it?
putting it out there, laying it all on the line.
being honest, vulnerable .. or worse yet, weak.
does it hurt? it feels so right in the moment,
so cathartic, so liberating, to share the burdens of a heavy heart.
to feel known, understood. To not feel alone.
isn't that what we all want? the human condition, is one of constant need.
we were made as half of something, someone, walking the earth,
waiting ...
waiting for them, that person that has the other half of us in them.
The person that we need, the way we need water, air.
The one who slows the world down for us, the one that makes us calm, that allows us to breathe the way we were meant to.
you give me that.
i need you to give me that.
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